i know that he's sad. i know he feels pity on me.
but, dont pull me down any weaker. ):
i tried best to not drop a single tear.
and i'll give my best trying to give it a shot, 
adapting to a new place for the 2nd time.
i dont want him to worry about me.
i dont want him to be sick.
i just want him to have a long life, healthily.
so that i can actually be home with the role,
Bachelor of Commerce. Insyaallah.

dearest dad, i love you always. eternally.