Chaos

Last night, I had a bit of time and decided to spend the evening with Lauren for a short catch sesh. Coffee comes dinner. She picked me up and we went to Cream in civic. Urghhh, it was so pack with people. But we managed to secure our spot tho. Lol.That's the thing about Canberra, it is really nothing to be compared to Sydney. Canberra, plain boring city ! But I think people who stays in this gloomy city just know how to get some fun. Lol. Civic gets real pack and crowded. Everyone is just dining out and chilling with family and friends. The younger ones are all ready to start the night and hit the night clubs. With beautiful dress and heels and make ups! Guess Canberra folks just know how to meddle with this doomy city ;)

Back to Lauren. *was a lil bit off topic* hmm, so yeah. She sorta moved out from Belconnen house. That house used to be the chill out spot for me tho. That's where I met her anyway. That house used to be fun friends hanging out space. Everyday every hour there will always be someone coming in and out of that house. Lol like a community club centre much? With table tennis and so. Chilling under the sun in the backyard on the sunny days made everything so wonderful. Everyone paid a fair share in groceries, cooked and eat together. At some point we were sorta family there.

So she was telling me how that place has evolved to such a terrible messed up place. This one friend whose name shall not be mentioned here, was being such a psychotic creating issues with almost everyone close to him. But then I suppose, us Humans has our limits and barriers and deserve some sort of respect. If someone like Lauren, who is very patient and calm, and she ended leaving the house, the chaos caused by that friend must be massive.

If I ever get the chance to voice out a couple of words to that friend, I'm gonna say it as listed below ;

1) as a Muslim, if we lead our lives as the Kufar, Allah swt will wake us up with hardships and miseries. As the happiness in this worldly life, is not for us Muslims, our happiness is in the hereafter Inshaallah

2) we are humans. We plan, but Allah is in power to decide. Hence, we are absolutely nobody to take control of anyone else's life. As we are all the creations of Allah swt. We are always in His most powerful control.

3) drugs and alcohol will not help you to any better. It will destroy you physically and mentally instead. Pray and seek for help from Allah swt. (Well that's how I started to leave everything behind and seek for Allah's guidance). Throw away your arrogance and lower down yourself in front of your creator and seek for His help. For which only Allah can sort things out for his slaves.

4) respect. You need to learn to respect others and stop interfering in people's life and relationships. There is barrier for each and everything. Think why is everyone leaving you and you ended being alone accompanied with alcohol and heaps of drugs.

I feel sad hearing this but at some point, you created this chaos by yourself. Allah is testing you. he wants you to get back to Him. May Allah guide you, InshaAllah. Allah yahdihi. We were once in our life lost our path, but by returning to Allah and repent, we'll definitely find our way of peacefulness. There is always time to repent. Allah Yahdihi.